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Today I felt like something new is happening. I cannot put a finger on it to be sure. There is a new pattern between me and someone. It is curious and exciting. Then there is my venture into trying new things sexually. I...

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","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-wear-underwear","title":"I wear underwear","date_modified":"2026-07-20T05:09:21Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/more-great-sex-ftw","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/more-great-sex-ftw","title":"More Great Sex FTW","date_modified":"2026-07-19T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/how-long-does-it-take","html_content":"

How long does it take to process things entirely? How much of what we see are just filled in details we expect? Could it be that the GenAI stuff feels so strange and unnatural because it is acting like that filler buffer...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/how-long-does-it-take","title":"How long does it take","summary":"How long does it take to process things entirely? How much of what we see are just filled in details we expect? Could it be that the GenAI stuff feels so strange and unnatural because it is acting like that filler buffer...","date_modified":"2026-07-18T06:10:40Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-not-sure","html_content":"

Tonight I lost all sense of my patterns. There are a few things that happened that have made me feel more complicated about going to the bathhouse tonight. Last week felt very strange and interesting when I think about i...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-not-sure","title":"I am not sure","summary":"Tonight I lost all sense of my patterns. There are a few things that happened that have made me feel more complicated about going to the bathhouse tonight. Last week felt very strange and interesting when I think about i...","date_modified":"2026-07-17T05:07:54Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/once-i-thought-of-this-blog","html_content":"

I was thinking about how I started this fucking thing. How I am a few posts away from seventeen hundred posts. A daily blog. Being messy and showing a picture each day. Showing up looking like a fucking mess and sometime...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/once-i-thought-of-this-blog","title":"Once I thought of this blog","summary":"I was thinking about how I started this fucking thing. How I am a few posts away from seventeen hundred posts. A daily blog. Being messy and showing a picture each day. Showing up looking like a fucking mess and sometime...","date_modified":"2026-07-16T05:51:30Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/not-sure-how-to-feel","html_content":"

It is impossible for me sometimes. I am smart in a number of ways but impossibly stupid in others. The main issue I deal with is being anxious literally all the time. I even had a panic attack on the street with my roomm...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/not-sure-how-to-feel","title":"Not sure how to feel","summary":"It is impossible for me sometimes. I am smart in a number of ways but impossibly stupid in others. The main issue I deal with is being anxious literally all the time. I even had a panic attack on the street with my roomm...","date_modified":"2026-07-15T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-decided-to-do-something","html_content":"

I finally decided to do something. Could be a glorious train wreck but who knows. I did the one thing that makes things like that happen for me. A ritual of sorts I do when I start a new project. Not going to share what ...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-decided-to-do-something","title":"I decided to do something","summary":"I finally decided to do something. Could be a glorious train wreck but who knows. I did the one thing that makes things like that happen for me. A ritual of sorts I do when I start a new project. Not going to share what ...","date_modified":"2026-07-14T04:45:50Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-got-topped-tonight","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-got-topped-tonight","title":"I got topped tonight!","date_modified":"2026-07-13T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/can-you-see-my-nips","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/can-you-see-my-nips","title":"Can you see my nips?","date_modified":"2026-07-12T06:53:14Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/poopers","html_content":"

There was a TV show not long ago that was a reboots of another show that did not need to be made. The result was a Queer show with some problematic depictions and frustrating stories. For whatever reason we needed a char...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/poopers","title":"Poopers!","summary":"There was a TV show not long ago that was a reboots of another show that did not need to be made. The result was a Queer show with some problematic depictions and frustrating stories. For whatever reason we needed a char...","date_modified":"2026-07-11T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-went-out-and%E2%80%A6","html_content":"

I went out to the bathhouse after having a really nice day with someone that says I am their cat.

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-went-out-and%E2%80%A6","title":"I went out and…","summary":"I went out to the bathhouse after having a really nice day with someone that says I am their cat.","date_modified":"2026-07-10T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/an-interesting-thing","html_content":"

I went on a date tonight. It was with someone I am not normally attracted to. They are genderfluid with some facial hair. Something about the profile on the date app and one picture got me. I was so worried about things,...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/an-interesting-thing","title":"An interesting thing","summary":"I went on a date tonight. It was with someone I am not normally attracted to. They are genderfluid with some facial hair. Something about the profile on the date app and one picture got me. I was so worried about things,...","date_modified":"2026-07-09T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/not-a-terrible-day","html_content":"

Tomorrow will be very interesting. I am expecting to get my hair cut tomorrow. I am not sure what I will get done. Will I go short or keep it long or what?

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/not-a-terrible-day","title":"Not a terrible day","summary":"Tomorrow will be very interesting. I am expecting to get my hair cut tomorrow. I am not sure what I will get done. Will I go short or keep it long or what?","date_modified":"2026-07-08T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/the-design-of-time-and-shit","html_content":"

I am going to be very honest and tell you that I am very much in a bad space. I am broke, my job is a kind of work that does not offer me hours and is uncomfortable for me. Mostly because I am an introvert that acts like...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/the-design-of-time-and-shit","title":"The design of time and shit","summary":"I am going to be very honest and tell you that I am very much in a bad space. I am broke, my job is a kind of work that does not offer me hours and is uncomfortable for me. Mostly because I am an introvert that acts like...","date_modified":"2026-07-07T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/it-might-be-okay-because","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/it-might-be-okay-because","title":"It might be okay because...","date_modified":"2026-07-06T05:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/the-smile-is-fake","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/the-smile-is-fake","title":"The smile is fake","date_modified":"2026-07-05T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/loss-and-lies","html_content":"

Today was a terrible day.

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/loss-and-lies","title":"Loss and Lies","summary":"Today was a terrible day.","date_modified":"2026-07-04T06:20:36Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/bathhouse","html_content":"

Tonight I went to the bathhouse.

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/bathhouse","title":"Bathhouse","summary":"Tonight I went to the bathhouse.","date_modified":"2026-07-03T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/something-feels-wrong-sometimes","html_content":"

Today I was confronted with some frustrating things. I can have an influence for sure but there are times I feel like people point at me for their problems. That feeling has only gotten worse since people have decided tr...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/something-feels-wrong-sometimes","title":"Something feels wrong sometimes","summary":"Today I was confronted with some frustrating things. I can have an influence for sure but there are times I feel like people point at me for their problems. That feeling has only gotten worse since people have decided tr...","date_modified":"2026-07-02T06:19:31Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/oh-fuck-me-running","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/oh-fuck-me-running","title":"Oh fuck me running","date_modified":"2026-07-01T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/only-a-few-weeks","html_content":"

Only a few weeks until I have a solid gig DJing again. It is not easy working with my depression, erratic work schedule and too many DJs being in the area. I am trying to push my way out of my rut but it is a slow go. I ...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/only-a-few-weeks","title":"Only a few weeks","summary":"Only a few weeks until I have a solid gig DJing again. It is not easy working with my depression, erratic work schedule and too many DJs being in the area. I am trying to push my way out of my rut but it is a slow go. I ...","date_modified":"2026-06-30T04:33:45Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/what-a-strange-weekend","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/what-a-strange-weekend","title":"What a strange weekend","date_modified":"2026-06-29T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/look","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/look","title":"Look...","date_modified":"2026-06-28T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-need-to-say-this","html_content":"

I am really into a person. Like… too much honestly. That is not true. I like them as much as I like them. They know it. We had a chat today about some things. I think I might be too messy.

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-need-to-say-this","title":"I need to say this","summary":"I am really into a person. Like… too much honestly. That is not true. I like them as much as I like them. They know it. We had a chat today about some things. I think I might be too messy.","date_modified":"2026-06-27T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/my-feelings-are-hunger-fueled","html_content":"

I have noticed that I get angry when I am hungry. Like most people I suppose. With me I do not really notice when I am hungry. Eating is not my favorite thing to do. Putting matter into my mouth to chew and eventually sh...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/my-feelings-are-hunger-fueled","title":"My feelings are hunger fueled","summary":"I have noticed that I get angry when I am hungry. Like most people I suppose. With me I do not really notice when I am hungry. Eating is not my favorite thing to do. Putting matter into my mouth to chew and eventually sh...","date_modified":"2026-06-26T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/the-time-i-am-out","html_content":"

I am out in the world. Got communication from someone I adore to hear from. Something about that made me feel very happy. Just being thought of and talked to by this one person made my day. The other arts of me still des...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/the-time-i-am-out","title":"The time I am out","summary":"I am out in the world. Got communication from someone I adore to hear from. Something about that made me feel very happy. Just being thought of and talked to by this one person made my day. The other arts of me still des...","date_modified":"2026-06-25T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-not-equipped-for-emotions","html_content":"

Do not laugh. Or do, whatever… fuck you.

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-not-equipped-for-emotions","title":"I am not equipped for emotions","summary":"Do not laugh. Or do, whatever… fuck you.","date_modified":"2026-06-24T05:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/this-weekend","html_content":"

This weekend a few things happened inside of me.

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/this-weekend","title":"This weekend","summary":"This weekend a few things happened inside of me.","date_modified":"2026-06-23T06:55:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/so-sleepy-still","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/so-sleepy-still","title":"So sleepy still","date_modified":"2026-06-22T04:47:07Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/this-might-be-a-bit-horny","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/this-might-be-a-bit-horny","title":"This might be a bit horny...","date_modified":"2026-06-21T06:30:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/something-something-make-go-something","html_content":"

I am not sure what I am thinking. I have no idea how to talk to someone… it bugs me. My morning was wasted on not being able to think for some reason. I did some work with the DJ decks. Tried out some fun things I had in...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/something-something-make-go-something","title":"Something something Make go something","summary":"I am not sure what I am thinking. I have no idea how to talk to someone… it bugs me. My morning was wasted on not being able to think for some reason. I did some work with the DJ decks. Tried out some fun things I had in...","date_modified":"2026-06-20T06:29:22Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/what-is-it-then","html_content":"

I was told by someone I like a bit that they read this blog. It made me squirm. Something odd about having my inner thoughts being read by people I spend time with. I know I post this for the world to read and I am feeli...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/what-is-it-then","title":"What is it then","summary":"I was told by someone I like a bit that they read this blog. It made me squirm. Something odd about having my inner thoughts being read by people I spend time with. I know I post this for the world to read and I am feeli...","date_modified":"2026-06-19T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/there-is-a-new-thing","html_content":"

Some of the things in my world are changing.

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/there-is-a-new-thing","title":"There is a new thing","summary":"Some of the things in my world are changing.","date_modified":"2026-06-18T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/it-is-a-thing-that-is-happening","html_content":"

I have no idea what to write about. I had a rough few days of emotions and a thing I found in my heart was interesting to confront. I have been making connections with multiple people that have meaning. Slowed down a bit...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/it-is-a-thing-that-is-happening","title":"It is a thing that is happening","summary":"I have no idea what to write about. I had a rough few days of emotions and a thing I found in my heart was interesting to confront. I have been making connections with multiple people that have meaning. Slowed down a bit...","date_modified":"2026-06-17T05:59:59Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-fucking-messy","html_content":"

I am super protective of my heart. Often, I fail at this. Some people know how to get past those things I placed to stop invaders and those with ill intent. Then, I will literally hold the door open for someone.

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-fucking-messy","title":"I am fucking messy","summary":"I am super protective of my heart. Often, I fail at this. Some people know how to get past those things I placed to stop invaders and those with ill intent. Then, I will literally hold the door open for someone.","date_modified":"2026-06-16T06:18:52Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/never-tell-your-crush","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/never-tell-your-crush","title":"Never tell your crush","date_modified":"2026-06-15T06:41:47Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/mirror-me-is-still-just-me","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/mirror-me-is-still-just-me","title":"Mirror me is still just me","date_modified":"2026-06-14T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/last-night-was-fun","html_content":"

I have missed a few nights of writing these past few months. More missed days than the entire time I have been running this blog. That will end. I am sorry. Need to maintain.

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/last-night-was-fun","title":"Last night was fun","summary":"I have missed a few nights of writing these past few months. More missed days than the entire time I have been running this blog. That will end. I am sorry. Need to maintain.","date_modified":"2026-06-13T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/bathhouse-night-went-long","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/bathhouse-night-went-long","title":"Bathhouse night went long","date_modified":"2026-06-12T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/it-happens-i-am-late-again","html_content":"

I am here writing this at a late hour. I am looking at my day and seeing the first part of it was a little wasted but not entirely. I found myself doing things I have been ignoring. I cleaned my room and arranged a few t...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/it-happens-i-am-late-again","title":"It happens I am late again","summary":"I am here writing this at a late hour. I am looking at my day and seeing the first part of it was a little wasted but not entirely. I found myself doing things I have been ignoring. I cleaned my room and arranged a few t...","date_modified":"2026-06-11T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-wish-i-could-say","html_content":"

There is something in my head and I am unable to talk about it properly. This weekend and yesterday was both confusing and delightful. The frustrating part was the cis guy that dumped on me. The rest of it has left me fe...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-wish-i-could-say","title":"I wish I could say","summary":"There is something in my head and I am unable to talk about it properly. This weekend and yesterday was both confusing and delightful. The frustrating part was the cis guy that dumped on me. The rest of it has left me fe...","date_modified":"2026-06-10T04:42:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-doing-something-new","html_content":"

I spent most of the day with a new person in my life. We had some fun with another person and I have been helping with dinner. There are new people here that I have not met, We are all sort of in our own worlds. The exce...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-doing-something-new","title":"I am doing something new","summary":"I spent most of the day with a new person in my life. We had some fun with another person and I have been helping with dinner. There are new people here that I have not met, We are all sort of in our own worlds. The exce...","date_modified":"2026-06-09T06:00:43Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-got-lots-of-attention","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-got-lots-of-attention","title":"I got lots of attention","date_modified":"2026-06-08T06:49:03Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-look-like-this-and-it-is-great","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-look-like-this-and-it-is-great","title":"I look like this and it is great.","date_modified":"2026-06-07T03:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-not-wearing-my-glasses","html_content":"

I am at a boys house and I forgot to throw readers into my purse. I am also not in a great mood anymore and it is because of the boy. He went into a spiral and I was doing my best to be there but I ran out of fucks prett...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-not-wearing-my-glasses","title":"I am not wearing my glasses","summary":"I am at a boys house and I forgot to throw readers into my purse. I am also not in a great mood anymore and it is because of the boy. He went into a spiral and I was doing my best to be there but I ran out of fucks prett...","date_modified":"2026-06-06T05:41:50Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/sorry-for-this","html_content":"

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/sorry-for-this","title":"Sorry for this...","date_modified":"2026-06-05T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/you-must-see-me-now","html_content":"

How many times have I said the same thing and just thought it was the first time I said it? How many times have I asked just that? How many times have I started like this?

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/you-must-see-me-now","title":"You must see me now","summary":"How many times have I said the same thing and just thought it was the first time I said it? How many times have I asked just that? How many times have I started like this?","date_modified":"2026-06-04T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/it-was-a-delightful-day","html_content":"

This monster invited me to spend my morning and early afternoon with them before I went off to work. They were doing their thing. I was trying to write. Writing did not happen because I started to feel relaxed and blisse...

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/it-was-a-delightful-day","title":"It was a delightful day","summary":"This monster invited me to spend my morning and early afternoon with them before I went off to work. They were doing their thing. I was trying to write. Writing did not happen because I started to feel relaxed and blisse...","date_modified":"2026-06-03T06:00:00Z"},{"id":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-so-drained-and-feel","html_content":"

Like, whatever and shit.

","url":"https://nailsthatglow.com/blog/f/i-am-so-drained-and-feel","title":"I am so drained and feel","summary":"Like, whatever and shit.","date_modified":"2026-06-02T06:35:20Z"}]}